The night before last I opened my Baha’i app to something in Epistle to the Son of Wolf. The passage said something to the effect of, “Be the best you can be to further the cause of elevating the spiritual consciousness of mankind in my name (Baha’u’llah).” Last night I searched for the passage again and couldn’t find it.
The night before last I had a lucid dream and a mystical experience. In the dream I felt a man’s soft genitals land gently on the top of my head. It was very sweet. I started to think I must be dreaming about my husband. Then I realized this could be the Lord of the age. Am I allowed to experience him like this?
Then I was caught up in a violent whirlwind. I felt fear, then calmed myself thinking, ‘I am with my Lord.’ The experience is difficult to describe, or even remember, but I know it involved spiritual intimacy with the Lord, Baha’u’llah. He is so close to me now, he is intimately in my thoughts. The ride in the whirlwind was a thrill that I am eager to have again!
This may have been the passage that I read the other night, although I didn’t recognize it when I read it last night: “O peoples of the earth! Haste ye to do the pleasure of God, and war ye valiantly, as it behooveth you to war, for the sake of proclaiming His resistless and immovable Cause. We have decreed that war shall be waged in the path of God with the armies of wisdom and utterance, and of a goodly character and praiseworthy deeds. Thus hath it been decided by Him Who is the All-Powerful, the Almighty.” From Epistle to the Son of Wolf by Baha’u’llah.
This likely was the passage I read the other night, prior to the whirlwind experience, also from Epistle to the Son of Wolf, by Baha’u’llah: “Every cause needeth a helper. In this Revelation the hosts which can render it victorious are the hosts of praiseworthy deeds and upright character. The leader and commander of these hosts hath ever been the fear of God, a fear that encompasseth all things, and reigneth over all things.”